21st
Almost at The End of The Road
We just left Moncton and are shuttling to the starting point of the final day of this ride, Lower Sackville to Halifax. As we approach the end of Josh’s Journey across Canada, I sit here and reflect on how much life has changed for him and all of us around him over the past eight years.
Someone asked me last week if I ever imagined a year ago that he would be doing something like this. I replied that I could never have imagined this eight years ago when he was a sick, weak little boy fighting for his life. We had no idea where life would take him or how far. We had to take it day by day, treatment by treatment and celebrated every milestone, large or small. We lived for the day.
Just two days ago when I gasped at how close traffic was getting to the riders, another volunteer turned to me and very calmly told me not to worry. He told me that it wasn’t Josh’s day to go – his turn had come and gone and he survived. He told me that he’s a big believer in fate and knows Josh has a much greater purpose for being here with us today. I wish I could remember his exact words because they were so perfect and so beautiful.
Over the past 15 days, we’ve met children and families living with and beyond cancer. We’ve met families whose loss is too great to even imagine. We’ve heard story after story of children suffering. We’ve visited hospitals and communities caring for these children. We’ve hugged moms and dads who will never hug their child again and feel guilty in my own way for not knowing how that feels. My heart goes out to them more than they will ever know. If we have delivered hope to even just one family going through this senseless fight during Josh’s journey then it will have all been worth it.
Sadly, just over an hour ago, we received the news that my grandfather (nonno), Josh’s great-grandfather, passed away. I really wish I could be with my family home in Cambridge right now but I know my SNKCR family is here for us and showing their support. My nonno was very proud of Josh and all he’s accomplished and I know he would want Josh to finish what he started and he will be looking over Josh and Mark as they cross the finish line in Halifax tomorrow. Rest in peace nonno.












